~A pestering feeling
Have you had this feeling.
You did something. Then you found out that it is wrong, yet you continued. You did it and it felt bad. Then you felt guilty. You cannot forgive yourself a single bit. You kept being reminded by yourself by the horrible stuff you did.
It feels like jay-walking. Its is wrong to dash across the road yet you took you first step off the pavement. You are half way through the road and cars suddenly come. You are stuck in the middle. Your life on the line. The cars honking and people looking. You are not sure whether you should stand still or dash across again. I am stuck in the middle of the road.
I declared that i moved on. But they know i have not shifted an inch.
Sun tanned on: 9:31 PM