How i cried
and laughed altogether
How i freaked my friends out
and found comfort in them
How i hated myself, detested even
and finally finding myself
How i brushed off the dirt
glanced back and laughed
How friendships should be treasured
and new ones should be built
How friends change
and new ones so unpredictable
How all that glitters is not gold
and sparkles die off
How my friends freaked me out
and i sought my best to help
How i overcame my fears
and found out it was me i feared most
How i had grand aspirations
and my efforts to reach them
How failure was
and success would be
How success became
and failure seems
How i promise myself
its now or never next year.
