~I just dont learn my lesson.
How many times have i sat on the bus and regret what i did?
How many times have i been so ashamed that i wished the seat will swallow me in?
How many times have i commited my mistakes over and again?
Countless.
How many times have i exclaimed in horror "What the hell were you thinking off!!" to myself
That, is by far, the most painful thing to think of on the bus.
Why cant i just be a bit more sensible, down to earth and true to myself. Maybe, its because its not me.
I want to be less of an abuser. I just committed my crime, twice.
Sun tanned on: 8:16 PM
